Coffee with Kimmy

"Kim, do you really know what to do with your life?", a  random question from my friend, Monica.  Without batting an eyelash, I said yes. I have a clear vision of my future. I'm lucky I already know what I want and I'm luckier because I know how to get what I want. How am I able to do this? People, I love what I love. Nothing else really mattered, nothing else matters and nothing else will ever matter. :) Everyone has their own story. I do honestly believe that who we are now, is the result of what we've been through, things which are brought about by our everyday choices. Yes, we have total control of our lives. God gave us the freedom to choose our path. The question to be resolved now is that, how do you really know what path to choose? How do you know what decision to make? How do you know where to go? How do you decide what to wear? How do you determine which course to take? As cheesy as it may get, love what you love and you'll never go wrong and you...

Let me remember. Before I finally let go, let me remember. I remember waking up next to him one sunny day of June. It was all surreal. I remember every second of it. When I opened my eyes, his arms are around me, hugging me very tight. I didn't move for a long time. I just stayed there, motionless, trying to figure out how I managed to live 20 years of my life without him.  I wanted to freeze that moment. Oh, God knows how much I wanted that moment to last for a lifetime..but yes, he is a fair God and he wouldn't allow that.  I remember having cheap coffee with him in a 24-hour convenient store near a big mall, talking for hours, sharing our thoughts, dreams, fears, laughing, staring at each other as if there's no other person there. We had no money. We only had a few penny clanking in our pockets, but we were happy. We often did not care about everything when we're together. It was just him...and me, along with our dreams and aspirations. We would always talk ...