Coffee with Kimmy

                                         A while ago, I was driving to work when I heard a song entitled, " She's Hot Though" by Five Seconds of Summer. The melody was really good but what got me was the lyrics. My girlfriend’s bitchin’ cause I always sleep in She’s always screamin’ when she’s calling her friend She’s kinda hot though Yeah, she’s kinda hot though (Just an itty bitty little bit hot) My shrink is telling me I got crazy dreams She’s also saying I got low self esteem She’s kinda hot though Yeah, she’s kinda hot though (Just a little bit a little bit hot) She put me on meds, she won’t get out of my head She’s kinda hot though (One, two, three, four) My friend left college 'cause it felt like a job His mom and dad both think he’s a slob He’s got a shot though (No, not really) Yeah, he’s got a ...

                                     Three months ago, I was a very sad person. I could still remember how there were times when pangs of sadness would hit my entire body and my soul all at once. I would talk to myself in the middle of the night in front of the mirror while crying, cheering myself up, and hoping to somehow mend the thousand pieces of my broken heart by uttering words of affirmation to myself. I was miserable. I would write letters of apology to myself. I would often say sorry for letting go of the freedom I fought so fucking hard to get. I gained so much weight. I almost drank myself to death. I was awake during the wee hours. I settled for less than what I deserve in love. I was a mess. A total mess.                      I was a lost cause.                    Lo...