My Future

I have a very clear picture in mind of what my future will be like. I know what I want and that's one of the many things I'm thankful for. God gave me the courage to decide and choose my future and I'm making it sure I'm using that well. Just a while ago, I was thinking about how my life will be a few years from now..and yes, right now, I'm going to let you have a glimpse of what's going on inside my mind. Ladies and gents, a fraction of my chosen (and hopefully granted) future:

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I parked my pink hummer car in front of the house. Before I get off, I bowed my head, prayed and thanked God for keeping me safe. I was tired because of all the shit of the profession..but it's a love-hate relationship. It has always been a love-hate relationship. Just like how most of my relationships are.

I got off and started walking in my 5-inch pumps. I checked out my car...my plate says "LAWYER", another reminder of all the pain and victory.

When I pushed the buzzer, it took almost a minute before I sensed a reaction. Slowly, the door opened and a handsome man in apron appeared. I immediately kissed him..but the kiss lingered a little longer than our usual kiss. His eyes, were a little excited when I pulled off. I smiled at him and invited him inside. Two little kids, a girl and a boy came running towards me. They both hugged and kissed me with all the love in the world. I felt very happy just seeing them. After greeting me, they went back to the living room and continued playing with their toys. 

I followed my husband in the kitchen where he was trying to cook somethhing. I hugged him from behind while he was cooking. "That smells good. What time did you get home?" "Around 4. I went to the market and decided to surprise you with your fav dish. Well....surprise!"

I acted surprise and played the role well. "I love you Atty." "I love you too, Atty."

We ate dinner together. Then, the kids wanted to swim in the pool so We all changed into our swimming attire and played in the pool. We took pictures and all. Then, my husband took the kids inside and lead them inside their rooms. It's sleeping time for them. It's vodka time for me.

I stayed in the pool side with two bottles of vodka. The glass was ice cold. The drink was refreshing. Again, I closed my eyes while feeling the cold breeze and the refreshing effect of the drink. Suddenly, I felt a kiss. It was my husband. I can see how in love he is to me..and I am head over heels in love with him too. He took care of me. He understands me. He loved me unconditionally and more than his own life. He gave me a family. I was his one and only. 

"How was work, Love?" Lifting me up while hugging me, he said, "Now, now, let's not talk about work. We've got vodka, I have you in my arms, It's a beautiful night." "That's my boy." He smiled and the night went on forever.

The next day, my husband woke me up early. "Love, we need to go to your parent's house today. Common, get up." Then, a kiss.

The sun was already high when we, me, my husband and our beautiful kids arrived in my parent's house. That house was my gift to them..and it was our perfect get away place every weekend. The kids run towards mommy and daddy so fast they almost knocked them off when they reached them. My parents love my children very much..to the point of spoiling them. I pretty much let them do whatever they want hahah.

My husband went straight to the veranda to set up the barbeque grills. My dad followed. From where I was, I could see my little sister in policewoman uniform getting off her car with her girlfriend and opening the gate of the house. That time....that time...I am the happiest woman in the world.