Coffee with Kimmy

I made this roughly about two years ago. That time, I was passing through what I can call, by far, the darkest point in my life. Hallelujah! Everything got better. So yeah I'm posting this now here to let everyone know that no matter how dark it is today, everything's eventually gonna get better and brighter and lighter. Everything's gonna be fine. Ugly Things Even though everything is painful and ugly now, I hope the answer is yes. Despite the harshness, the brutality and the monstrousness of the words, I hope you understand. Can you see right through me? Down to the very core? Do you accept this monster right in front of you?  I love you. This ugly beast loves you.

"Take a chance on me." These words are music to the ears. For a second there, it makes you feel so loved. It makes you think of things you haven't thought of in a while. Makes you dream of stuff you didn't even think you're capable of dreaming. It makes you remember things. It somehow reminds you of who you are or at least of who you were at a certain point in your life. "Take a chance on me." Don't you feel brave now? You suddenly feel like maybe you can take a chance on someone?  Just like that, you're not your old self anymore, you're not a shell with no insides anymore. Because just like that, you feel something.  And these days, feeling something is one heck of a deal to you because you are so used to feeling empty. There's that resounding voice inside of you..urging you to throw all your worries away, to leave all your uncertainties behind and just go for it. Take a chance on someone. Put your trust in him. "T...

Congratulations for having the courage to leave your lying cheating son of a bitch exes. Let's drink to that. Congratulations for not putting up with being undervalued and with being taken for granted. Let's drink to that. Congratulations for being so fucking brave. Let's drink to that. Congratulations for taking the road less traveled and for actually making it. Let's drink to that. Congratulations for doing a fine job taking care of yourself. Let's drink to that. Congratulations for not being a woman who needs a man. Congratulations for being a woman a man needs. Let's fucking drink to that! Congratulations for knowing what you deserve. Let's drink to that. Congratulations for trusting your own madness. Let's drink to that. Well sometimes, you just gotta pat yourself on the fucking back for doing a fine fucking job. Let's fucking drink to that!!! "I know what I bring to the table. So trust me when I...

🎶  I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chap stick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it   🎶 Naaah. I don't swing that way, dude. Come on. 😂😂😂 I'm as girlish and straight as they come. 😂😂😂 But yo. I have this girl crush right now and I'm craaaaaayzyyyyyy about her. Whew. This girl..this girl is sooooo freakin' funny and beautiful. Seriously. You hafta watch her videos on facebook so you get to see what I mean. Her name's Faiza Rammuny and I don't really know so much about her but based on the videos she's posting, I got these impressions: She's a muslim, she's a model?, she's conservative, she's funny, she's sweet, she's real, she's sooooo sexy, she's funny. Hey, did I already say she's funny? Oh well, she's funny. 😂😂😂 ...

I know it's cliche and I know it's a little bit cheesy... (okay a LOT cheesy) but really.... I'm THAT kind of aunt. I'm the cheesy kind of aunt. I'm the hands on kind of aunt aunt. I'm the trying hard kind of aunt. Call me whatever you want as long as it's synonymous to me being...the best freakin' aunt evaaaaaaah! HAHAHAHA! Kidding. Okay I'm not kidding. I'm the best freakin' aunt ever. That's me!!! Hahahahaha. Orayt going back... so yeah, I know it's cliche already and I know it's so cheesy but the girls right there in the pictures are MY LIFE. They're like my own daughters. They're my angels. They're everything to me. There's nothing I wouldn't do for them. See? So cheesy.  Anyway, they live in the US of A so we're kinda worlds apart but we communicate via Facetime so it's really like we're still together. Also, they visit and stay in the Philippines once a year for 2 months so it...

Okay. So, while we're enjoying this nice cozy weather we're having here in the metro and while we're having our hot coffee, let's talk about the latest awesome movie we have watched. Orayt, me first. Let me tell you that I'm not really big on movies. I'm more of a book person. But in this entry, I wanna tell you about my love for this particular movie which I watched today and which totally had an impact on me. There are a lot of movies which are fun to watch but are forgettable. This one though, this one's downright hilarious but it's also full of life and love lessons. It's also very relatable. So the title of the film is "Along Came Polly" and it's starring Ben Stiller and Jennifer Aniston. The story is basically about a guy who got cheated on by his wife on the first day of their honeymoon. So yeah, he moved on and met this girl named Polly. Being an insurance analyst, Ben's character is very conservative with r...

I can’t wait to move on with my life after November. I feel like I just came from a frozen state which lasted for roughly about 5 years. I’m so excited. I feel so alive. You see, there are tons of things   which I put off for a very long time in order to give way to my law studies.  One month from now, I'll be free from this burden which has occupied my heart for a long time.  After November, I’ll be able to focus on money making. Me and my sister are planning to buy a new house somewhere in the province and relocate my family there. We'll develop our old house and turn it into a rental property. We're also planning on acquiring more real properties to be rented out. Then, I’ll get my own car and after that, my own place. We already have invested in various assets and we're so ready to welcome money in our life in all its form and glory. I can’t wait to wake up in the morning feeling fulfilled and happy. I’ll work on building a life that is stress f...