Right This Moment

So, here I am, sitting in front of my macbook early in the morning, the rain is falling hard, the temperature’s really low, I had a long and deep sleep and I’ve got a cuppa hot coffee beside me. 

Isn’t this heaven? I mean..it can be just an ordinary and inconsequential occurrence for other people but to me.. this is my definition of heaven.

How many people on earth ever get an opportunity like this?

I’m young, I’m about to become a lawyer, some say I’m pretty, I’ve got my lovely family beside me, I have good friends, my family’s healthy, we have our own lovely home where we get to spend a lot of time together and we’re planning to acquire more real and personal properties soon, I have three dogs, two shih tzus and one aspin, all of them are so cute, cuddly and lovable. 

I mean…yeah, there are flaws in this life I’m living but the question is, do they really matter? So what if we don’t live in a mansion and my family just have enough to get by everyday? So what if I have tons of insecurities to conquer?  Those things…they can’t make me miserable. However, this goes without saying that we’re not…that I’m not on my way to a better life. I feel… I know, we’re off to a good future.

It’s just that, right now, even if some things are ugly and not perfect, right fucking now, I feel like the luckiest damn girl in the whole world.

So damn lucky.