Au Revoir My Only Sweetheart




Today, I decided to say goodbye.

Goodbye to the idea that you are going to save me.

Goodbye to all my delusions that someday, you'll be mine and mine alone.

Goodbye to all the tears I've shed and will shed.

Goodbye to being your Sunday and not just your Saturday night.

Goodbye to my dream of becoming your wife.

Goodbye to the pain.

Goodbye to my love for you.

Goodbye to you.

Goodbye.













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