Same Old Shit

I know you're already tired of me bitching about my sleeping problems but right now, I need an outlet so here you go.

I feel so exhausted. The last time I slept was yesterday morning until afternoon and I only slept for like 4 hours. It's already pushing Wednesday night and still, I got zero sleep. Nada. It's not like I haven't been trying to catch some z's. I have!!! It's not like I don't wanna sleep. I waaant!!! It's just that my mind is so fucking wide awake all the time. It scares me. It scares me so much how I can live like this. It scares me how I can go awake for a full day or even days without sleeping.. My mind is just so alive and imposing. 

I think I should go back to taking sleeping pills. Gaaaahh I don't know. Right now, I'm not even sure which is harder for me to do: Keep up with my review schedule or keep myself alive. It's been a constant struggle ever since the start of my bar review. 

Okay I'll make another attempt to sleep. Dear God....please let me sleep.

XoXo,
Kimmy


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